stream of consciousness ⁽⁷⁾

Forgive me as I once again go on about myself for too long. I’m tired—exhausted, maybe. It’s an internal problem I’ve had with myself for some time: am I allowed to feel this way? Do I deserve to? Have I earned the right to feel…

How do I explain the tension I feel between me & my friends on Spotify? How am I supposed to see them actively listening to a song I’ve never heard before & not add it to my queue? They’re probably listening on their phones anyway,…

Sonder is one of the worst words in the English language. It’s that feeling of realization that every single person on Earth is living a life just as full & complex as your own, even if you personally have nothing to do with it. Once…

“The short one is setting off my gaydar.” “No way that guy is heterosexual.” “Skinny one is 100% gay.” On October 9th, 2014, I uploaded a music video I made with a friend to my YouTube channel. It was a Mormon-based parody of “Shake it…

I read a little while ago that sleeping in a tent for a few nights can help repair a broken circadian rhythm. As I recently (& begrudgingly) shared, I worked at KFC for almost 2 whole years. I worked the night shift for the majority…

I do not know why I am writing this post. I guess I just have a lot I want to say. About me. Before I continue, I feel the need to point out that I do not think everything I am about to say is…